
Yesterday i was having a great day.
I'd woken up early so i had enough time for a walk before work.
I'd eaten an awesome breakfast :) as usual
I had a nice healthy lunch! Well except for the honey graham mini cookies. Which are actually not too bad but....
Have i told you that i really try to stay away from sugar and white flour?? It is a major trigger for me. And i know that moderation works for a lot of people it simply doesn't work for me. I cannot eat white sugar, or white flour.
So after i'd eaten the honey grahams i was still hungry (absolutely wasn't but i felt that i was)
So i proceeded to eat another packet, and then i went on the hunt in the kitchen for anything that had either of those ingredients!
I knew what i was doing, but i didn't want to stop. It's definitely an addiction or a blood sugar thing.
Quitting smoking was easier than this!!!!
And off to work i went, where they sell nothing but white flour and sugar in almost everything they sell.
Can you guess what i was eating all night??
Yep, junk!
But then when i got home, i sat down and tried to figure out why this had happened. Because while i was doing it i honestly didn't know what had brought this on after so many healthy eating days!
So i took out my journal book and looked at what i was eating. As i looked through breakfast, no nothing there that i haven't eaten before and not have trouble with. Then i looked at lunch and whammy the cookies. I hadn't eaten them in a long time but i'd seen them in the cupboard and thought i should use them up.
Now i will give them to someone else who doesn't have a problem with them. The hubs has no problem with sugar he can take it or leave it.
I'm going to be more vigilant in watching what i eat. And this doesn't mean that i'll never have sugar or white flour i'm sure, but i am going to really watch if and when i do eat them and see if i have a reaction to them.
Today i'm back to eating foods that i feel good eating and that don't leave me wanted to eat the entire contents of my cupboards :)
Do you have foods that you cannot eat in moderation?? How do you handle this?
Would honestly love to hear your thoughts!!